when is the right time to get sick?!

for me its never… well if i have that option, yes! never! but i have very weak immune system so that wont happen.. so if i have to choose when. it will be during winter. and definitely not during summer..

i never learn my lesson neh! i was told not to eat too fast cause my machine inside cant follow and not to eat the food on the table without checking if its still good or something like that… But what do i do?! i eat like crazy theres no tomorrow (of course waste some) and eat whatever i see or think is eatable… yuppz! what do i get?!!! none stop gas and major stomach ache with no help from the so called “call of nature” hahaha inappropriate.. huhu i shouldnt be laughing in this pain.. -____-

great! im too lazy to get up and eat breakfast! asdf!

last night i was planning not to sleep just because i felt like i always been sleeping whenever im not doing anything and also because i thought it thrusday night -___- but then by 12:30ish mid night i was already asleep..

that wasnt a really good idea.. cause today i had had a math test.. luckly its MATH not English!!

how do you expect people to believe you if your words contradict your action?

“no matter how much i have said and told i dont care.. made myself believe i dont miss you.. theres always a moment i stop and realize its all lies.. things i tried to ignore.. mixed feeling.. what the heck is all this.. here and there.. regrets and hope…”

weeeeeeeehh?! washuu reli? mi no know watchu mean.. mixed?! ice ice baby?! hahaha okee tym to sleep

i think..

well i feel, i guess.. since i didnt say what i had to say„, i feel really bother bout it… everything that i want to say keeps on repeating in my head.. and every minutes of it make me more angrier„ to the point i just wanna punch someone… 

aii nako!

myy stomach hurts… not because i need to poop.. gush! but because i ate too much food!! kase kase kase i was really mad and pissed off and i dont want to say anything mean sooo i keep on eating… so instead of saying mean words out of my mouth i keep putting good food in it.. make sense?!! yupp u got it..

now im not mad anymore.. but my stomach is… aii nako.. this will turn to fat.. NIGHT

dont we all have..

sometimes i find myself very selfish… about things i have or people in my life.. yup people! i always have someone that i dont want to share to a certain someone.. not because of love relationship.. that someone can be anyone.. a girl or a boy.. its just the attachment i have with that someone is stronger than the one i have with others.. when i said i dont want yo share that someone i didnt mean own them.. its more like alone time with my friend.. to console, catch up, spend time.. talk! i know we tends to deny it.. but somehow letting it out makes it more easy yp breath.. i had stated before i dont like selfish people.. so saying this will make me a hypocrite.. but hey dont we all have a toy we dont want to share..

nakaka hihigh blood ka!!

myy goodness my luv!! why do i always end up watching a drama with a stupid ending!!!! asdfgh! first she end up with no one.. Now! she doesnt want to choose which mean she wants to be with the both of them! WHAT THE HECK!!!! i hate u!! ruining it!!!

i been wanting to catch up on my sleep.. but then i’ve been so buzy..idk on what but i just feel like i’m buzy…. so i’m always taking a chance to take a nap.. it doesnt matter where… at home, church, ate cy’s, school, at my aunt’s, just wherever & whenever! i’ve been really tired.. i think i had it.. i took a nap yesterday from 2pm to 10pm… my kua thought i went ahead for the bible study, i guess he was sleeping to .. idk.. my dad didnt know i was home either.. he called me on my phone asking where i am… he said he didnt realize i was there because i was so quiet.. which gave me the idea i dont snore… well after that i went to sleep right away.. and i woke at 6am with a big headache and still feel tired… well i can rest today.. kase i didn’t go to school.. nyak.. sleep again maybe..

uii nakz nice!

The Avengers was an awesome movie! we all agree on that.. but i think itbwould be more awesome if they put more action cause i dont feel it.. a little bit more pleasee.. love et though..

what’s next to watch?! hmmm who cares as long as i can watch it free lol.. my all year free pass for everything mii kuya :P

random thoughts b4 going to sleep..

life is to short.. u can die to nyt, tomoro, or da nxt day.. datz jzt how it is.. dz barrowed lyf from our awesome God.. cherris it.. spend it wise.. dont linger… have fun witawt stepping other people’s feelings.. dont spend it hating and hurting.. Weird! but make sense ryt?! oh NIGHT :)

hmm :(

this year was the first time mother’s day hit me really good.. it made me think how much i really miss my mom even though i thought i was used of not having her around.. having to see other people with their moms made me hurt a little bit.. made me think how would i be if my mom was with us right now.. same country, same state, same house, next to us.. today just made me tear up a bit.. tomorrow is a new day.. this will pass.. i just have to wait.. soon.. yeah soon..

fraaanklyn & kriiiistalyn !

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